Not kinky enough

There's something going on here, that out and out kills most people. I merely find it excruciatingly painful.

If I were more twisted than I am, I might enjoy it. Or, those of us entangled in this thing could get better at it, and it might not even be painful at all.

It doesn't seem to work, to call it 'bad' and try to move away from it, though, so getting better seems like the only real alternative.